EMILY BARKER - UNPAID BILL
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You were somewhere else when I woke up
far from together
Crack in a matching coffee cup
spilt, spelt forever
Morning thick as a winter’s coat
holding back the weather
Want a two-shot, short cut, brighter note
brand-new treasure
Light on the front porch is broken
An unpaid bill in your name
Doors to different rooms won’t open
The chair tells me to sit and wait
Ticket to the edge of the open lake
deep decompression
Can’t help but wish for another take
loss as a lesson
No way back to what began
no further direction
Wanna skim read, high-speed, understand
give me a second
Light on the front porch is broken
An unpaid bill in your name
Doors to different rooms won’t open
The chair tells me to sit and wait
You were somewhere else when I woke up
far from together
Crack in a matching coffee cup
spilt, spelt forever
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𝐌𝐲 𝐧𝐞𝐰 𝐬𝐨𝐧𝐠 ‘𝐔𝐧𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐝 𝐁𝐢𝐥𝐥’ 𝐢𝐬 𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐓𝐎𝐃𝐀𝐘!
There’s so much symbolism in the day to day. Sometimes it’s spooky. For instance, one of a pair of coffee cups breaking shortly after your partner leaves you. Or receiving a bill in the post addressed in their name.
Like ‘White Geraniums’, this song is about sitting in grief: “The chair tells me to sit and wait”. It’s about realising that grief, shock, anger are going to take a while to shift. And that despite wanting an easy, quick way out, that time will do the heaviest lifting of heartbreak.
I recorded this song, and ‘White Geraniums’ with producer Luke Potashnick at The Wool Hall in Beckington, Somerset along with some awesome musicians, most of whom were on the ‘Fragile as humans’ album.
or be like me and wait to buy it from Bandcamp check out and wait on Emily’s extant work here
https://emilybarker.bandcamp.com/music
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